I did day 2 of level 2 and almost threw up. Literally I was gagging and gasping. I can;t even do the exercises at 60% intensity. i am so out of shape it's sad. My goal is to get in shape before my 30th birthday which is in October. I have never been in good shape even when i was thin i couldn't even run a mile. I gasp and it hurts and I want to pass out. I am tired of being weak and pathetic.
I can;t be with anyone to around anyone if I can't stand to be around myself. I have a lot of work to do to make myself someone I can be proud of.
10:06 a.m. - 2010-01-31
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