Under 1000 calories and exercise 3x yesterday. I am trying to undo the damage of my 2500+ cal and BP day on Sunday. My face is still fat and I have been stuck at the same weight for a week. I need to be 1000-1200 for the next 10 days at least. I think HS guy is coming next weekend? I hope kind of....I don;t even know. he can;t come the week after cause that's Valentines Day and that is too weird for me and I am sure for him. After that I go to NYC for my friends B-DAY and the weekend after that it's my old friend MS. Period again so...no.
My stupid Nair rash si gross and I am pissed.
My stomach is still HUGE like a pregnant lady but it has been for years. I don;t know why I gain all my weight there. It has gotten slightly smaller not that you could tell unless you are me. I am lucky I can suck it in so much.
I haven;t drank or smoked cigarette since 1/16. For me (the drinking part at least) is a miracle. ED vanity will do that to you
6:16 a.m. - 2010-01-26
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