So the dude decided not to contact me for 4 days so I emailed and told him our meeting was off. He acted confused and I laid it out for him. I told him that I prefer to actually talk to guys I hook up with and called him out on blaming me when some dirtbag came to my house and took his pants off and tried to make me grab his dick after I told the dude 3 times I was NOT havign sex with him (until the 3rd date). He didn;t respect me and neither does HS guy so I am over it.
Plus I feel way too fat to have someone around me so I won;t. I'd rather be dressed and single and working on improving myself. I want to get through the 30 day shred uninterrupted so I need him to not be here while I do that.
He is living in this fantasy world where all women are madonnas or whores (and I get to be a whore, nice!) He would tell em not to sleep with anyone until he got here and if I did I had to tell him. WTF dude I haven't even seen you in 10+ years. He asked me (via drunken email) if I was chubby (I think the email amde no sense) I replied saying no but you can judge for yourself. And he had no problem with that. SO I guess he really was asking if I was fat.
He says he hasn't had sex in a year. It's been 6 months for me but that is by choice. I could have sex all the time but I don;t want to. I mean all girls can have sex all the time. men are horny losers.
This is the first time in a long time I've had any respect for myself and stood up for myself. I am sure he will react badly. But I did the right thing. He is not a nice guy and I don't need him judging me and being a prick. Maybe it was all an act. Really I wouldn't know. Either way I just want to be thin. All I do is count calories and exercise now. I wouldn't have it any other way.
7:49 a.m. - 2010-01-23
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