of course after my bitching HS boy emailed me and we had a indepth email convo about societal meanings behind sex. great foreplay! he with his dual masters program might soon outsmart me lol.
He turns 30 next month; I wonder if that will make him want to settle down soon (hint hint) of course he also said that starting a relationship with someone after having sex is very difficult if not impossible (hint hint./...?)
well I am never one to give up without a fight unless (until...) I decide he isn't worth it anyway.
I am soo fucking fat I don;t know what to do. i have gained between 25-40 pounds since high school (based on my high and low weights) some of it is because of muscle gain but most is nasty fat. I have 9 days to pull myself together and look presentable which includes hair nails and all that shit. I am going to dye my hair red again (it's been years!) it suits my personality.
I am so cold and tired all of the time. It is making work difficult. My new job is really fucking hard. I am stressed all the time. Plus all the bitches there are anorexic. I don;t mean that in a colloquial way. They seriously do not eat or eat half a small salad and complain how full they are. One girl is probably bulimic cause she is think but her face is bloated all the time.
Once again I am the fat girl uncomfortable in her own skin...
8:26 p.m. - 2010-01-20
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