NyQuil, plus codeine cough syrup, plus generic adderral makes for a VERY Merry Christmas.
I have spent the past three hours googling and Wayback Machining (yes I made that a verb dammit!) mr. match. He used to have a few websites, which he did tell me about. One of them is VERY funny and impressively designed. He was a contributor and the Webmaster. Maybe he can help me set up a Web site for my personal writings and rantings.
Judging by what I have found, he is obviously very smart and funny. And most importantly he is a very talented and honest writer. Makes a girl swoon I tell ya. He has written some sweet things to me and it hasn't even been a month.
Of course judging by what I have found he isn't up-to-date on his knowledge of G00gle caching and how to prevent it. All it takes is a little HTML code, which I have since added to this journal. He update his journal with some text basically noting that it would be updated later. All of the entires were gone. All of the entries were about his ex.
I, of course, have read way to much about his "ex" who is apparently the most awesome woman to walk the earth. Vomit. She broke his heart big time and I feel the urge to put the pieces back together.
I guess I can't be jealous since they were together for 14 years and he is only 31, but dammit I hate reading that shit. How can I compete with his first and only true love?
He is such a good guy though. Not perfect, but good. He is strong and defensive, he is complicated but trying to be honest. I am far from honest and I am very fucked up. I know this will never work out because he is not ready and I cannot open up to someone who I know is going to leave me.
I am hoping we are still together for Valentine's Day. I have never had a Valentine before! He would be a good one too, he is very thoughtful even if he does drive me fucking crazy.
3:41 p.m. - 2006-12-25
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