Burned 500 cals on the treadmill today. Feeling good about myself. Self-medicating is always nice.
Feeling ambivalent about the match thing. If he told me he wanted to be exclusive I would say yes, but I wouldn't ask him since he is the one dating other people. Ugh. He says he misses me but whatevs; it's been like a day and a half.
I think if I lose some weight and stop eating so much I will feel better about the whole situation. I need some control in my life and this is the only way I know how to get it. Plus I need a new job desperately. My amateurish ass can do so much better than all of this.
I hope everyone�s holidays are going well! Merry whatever-the-heck-you-celebrate!
2:43 p.m. - 2006-12-23
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