At home so I will be updating constantly.
On codeine cough syrup and methy pills. Feel drunk and smooth and wired and crazy.
I am sad about match guy :-(. How did this happen? I thought he really liked me! He was bitching to me about one of the other hos he is dating. Like she won't let him pick her up or see where she lives.
I let him know right away of course and put out. I just hate playing hard to get.
I suck I think. Damn it's like he thinks he can do better than me. I am way hotter than him. Like 5 points on the hottness scale hotter. He is like 5'11 (6' 1' my ass homeboy) and 270 lbs and his penis is not that impressive. But it works for me and he makes me cum like 10 times and it is fabulous.
And i like him and hate him so much right now. I should never let any guy have this control over me.
I already started talking to other match guys again. One is kind of skeazy looking, like Paris Hilton's skanky friend Brandon Davis. He said he finds me irresistable. At least he knows the words to say.
I fi I can keep myself heavily medicated I will finally be under 160 by the time I leave here. I will probably be so fucked up and sleep deprived that I won't even remember match guys name. Too bad he has my cat and I got him a present.
I need to just stop caring again.
8:59 p.m. - 2006-12-22
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