Lordy my pants are tight today. Obviously, I did not make my goal and I partied all weekend so boo fat me. I did buy some healthy food this weekend so hopefully that helps. Of course, I ate a Mexican combo plate for lunch so maybe I will be fat forever.
I purged last night and it felt wonderful. Funny how even after days, weeks, months of taking time off I still fall back into my old habits.
On a positive note, I quit smoking finally. Maybe that will help my motivation to lose weight.
I spent time with match guy #1 this weekend. Friday, Saturday and Sunday to be exact. He was married for 11 years and he is only 31! He got married when he was 20 and divorced less than a year ago. He is all in love with me. The sex has gotten better which is good. I don't know whether I am attracted to him though. It takes a while. I haven't been around straight guy is so long I have forgotten how they act. In my mind I wonder why this dude doesn't take longer to get ready or wear nicer clothes or be cleaner and have a fancier apartment since he can afford it and about every other gay man stereotype that I look for in a beau. We'll see how it goes.
I have two more dates with two other match guys, one this coming weekend and one the weekend after I believe. I am also supposed to go out with a friend this week. I am so busy!
I am going to get HD cable on Saturday after taking my new kitty to the vet. I figure a 42-inch plasma TV needs to have HD cable. Only $5 more a month.
I can't wait to get my new Razr cell phone so I can play with it. One of the advantages of not having a car is having money to spend on stupid stuff like TVs and cell phones.
2:45 p.m. - 2006-12-04
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