my diary apparently has disappeared. super.
i have decided its way to hard to try to be normal and not crazy. ive been trying for 24 years and i cant get it right. so fuck it. im just the crazy messed up bitch that i always was but now i dont give a fuck about it and wont try to stop it. i think the lack of internal stress that this will create for moe will make it worth the inevitable ended friendships (which i barely want anyway) and disappointments. i am happy to just let go and see what happens. self control was never one of my strong points.
9:25 a.m. - 2005-02-05
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