I keep fucking up more and more and now I dont think I even care about it. I got really drunk and told this dude i like him alot and he rejected me and then I got tired to break up a fight in the parking lot and i got punched in the face. the only good thing is that the hangover kept me from eating for 24 hours. i was so pathetic asking him why he didnt like me and why he hooked up with me if he didnt like me and on and on. sigh. im so pathetic but it almost makes things easier. its easier to be weak and not pretend to be strong all the time. i am tired of being used by people. if i am weak no one will want me anymore and they will leave me alone. my best friend treats me like crap. she doesnt respect me and acts like i am such a burden to her exisitence. i am so tired. i think im finally over it all. i want to excape and be free. i truly hate my life.
5:14 p.m. - 2005-02-04
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