Apparently that dude I had sex with is gay or at least bi. He's let men suck him off on more than one occassion. This doesn't surprise me because I have always attracted gay men. I don;t even think he's the first gay guy I've fucked either. What pisses me off is that he called D's boyfriend E and told him he's afriad I'm falling hard for him. Ummm, listen you little closted fuckhead, just because I fucked you and tried to pretend to be interested in your inane hobbies doesn't mean I am falling for you, it means I am polite.
After he talked to E he asked to speak to me. He kept trying to get me to say I had a great time with him blah blah reputation to protect bullshit. He kept askign what we were doing and he said he could have visitors but he couldnt pick someone up. Never did he say he wanted me to go over. I, being a grown up, asked him if he wanted me to, and he was like if you want whatever. I stayed home and went to sleep.
This dude says his daughter is his best friend and painted her toe nails. 2 coats and a top coat. What the fuck is wrong with you dude? His house is immaculate and he has like 50 ties hung up in one of the bedrooms. I should have known as soon as I got to his house.
HE was bragging about how he cooks and cleans and said he could even make vegetarian stuff. Umm yeah. First of all, vegetarian stuff really isn't that hard ot make, second of all, why are you telling me this? He's one of those dudes that tries to get as many people to like/love him as possible so that he feels better about himself. Why why why do I have such awful luck with men? Only gay guys and ugly straight guys like me. Which is worse? At least the gay guys are cool to hang with. I am going to be single forever.
Still 142 today. Trying to fast for this national fasting day thing I saw on LiveJournal. I have 12 hours to go. Ive had coffee with skim milk and some sugar so far. I need to focus on losing weight instead of boys. At least its one thing I can always control.
I start birth control next month. Mircette-its supposed to be very low dose which is good cause I get migraines and I hope it won't make me gain as much weight. I should look it up and find out.
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