Thank you to Blue Eyes who let me know she is still reading. I'm still reading your diary too and I will keep reading as long as you keep writing!
So much has happened since I moved from New York City on the 3rd. My moving truck showed up 4.5 hours late on the 1st so I had to pay my movers for most fo that time. I started crying so the guy was nice and gave me a discount. It still cost me $400 (345 plus tip) for them to move my shit into the truck. Dammit.
I stayed with my friends for 2 nights. When I left none of us cried. I was sad but not as much as I thought.
I got here Friday evening and quickly discovered that my best friend (D)'s boyfriend was living with us for the forseeable future. I never would have lived with a couple. I made sure to tell her that if she wanted to live with her boyfriend it was fine and I would find my own place. But he lost his job (2 months ago!) and has been here 3 weeks and wants to be here another 2 months, and will be here at least another 1 month. He owe's D 500 for the cell phone bill. He pays no rent or for any of the bills or the groceries he eats. He ate 5/6 of a carton of ice cream we bought in on day. Asshole.
The other day he got mad at her and shoved her. Then 2 days ago he got mad and grabbed her to make her move out of his way. He says that she shouldnt try to "ste up tp him like a man" cause if she does he's going to treat her like one. Some man he is, being supported by his girlfriend and then pushing her around. The first time I kicked him out of the house and he broke up with her. He threatens to break up with her anytime she says he has to leave th ehouse. He wanted to live with her but she wasnt ready. he moved in after 4 months of dating. Fucking freak. He is also an ex-con and ex crackhead. Lovely. Its bad enough that she dates him, but I have to hear their fights and then she comes running to me. I don't want her with him and I don't want to get in the middle of this shit either. If I do he will just claim that I am speaking for her and he will ignore her real concerns about their relationship.
I also was robbed od 250 my second night here (very drunk not sure what happened) and 20$ by our crackhead roommate (not the boyfriend). We but a deadblot on his door (he has on outside entrance) and changed the locks and left him a note syaing he needs to pay his share of the rent and pay us back before he gets his shit back.
I don't have a job yet.
I am going on birth control today.
One of the boyfriend (E)'s friends is hot and he actually "digs me". Mind you he has 3 kids by 3 different women. He has an ex-wife and a girlfriend. He likes to give himself tattoos (although he did offer us free tattoos so thats cool). But he's a hous DJ which I love and he grew up with and is friend's with Bad Boy Bill!!! Eeeek thats so fucking cool. I would hook up wiht him but not while he has a girlfriend. And I know he only wants to fuck me. Thats all any guy wants from me. At this point I dont care.
Some dude I met at a bar called me yesterday. I didn't feel like calling him back. He also has a kid. And is 27 like the DJ. Once back home in EP this dude with 9 kids liked me. What the fuck is wrong with these people?
We might be getting some E. I've never rolled before, I hope its cool.
As far as my weight, I am now down to 142. I have been taking these carb killer pills. It has Phase 2 in it. But I only have 4 left. I bought them at the dollar store and they work fabulously. I need to go bakc so I can get some more. I just don't want anyone to know. Its my little secret. My stomach and face do look thinner. I have 19 pounds to go. I think I can do it. Then I may go lower, who knows.
10:02 a.m. - 2004-09-17
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