839 calories today. 842 yesterday. I did my leg lifts, lunges, push ups and crunches so i feel a little better. The pasy two days I've eaten one big meal and thats it. Its worked fine for me because I odn't feel deprived of the food I crave. I am willing to fast the rest of the day if I can eat what I want at my one meal. But since I am broke I will be eating at home during the week. So it;s oatmenal for breakfast, no lunch and whatever for dinner. Pretzals or whatever. I may have peanuts for a snack. I am just so tired of being fat. If I could get under 140 before I leave I would feel so much better about myself. So my shortterm go is 139, long term is 130, then 125 then 120 if I'm still not happy. Will I ever be happy? I doubt it, but I wasnt happy in the past so I might as well try something. My gums have been bleeding less so I am happy about that.
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