at work. a tad hung over from last night. i woke up feeling guilty and depressed. i hate when that happenes. like i did something horrible. my friend spissed me off but i end up feeling bad. ugh.
in other news i won the oscar pool! go me.
i dont like the guy from work and any other guys right now. low self esteem at play right now. i feel unworthy of anything so i have made myself stop wanting anything or anyone. i just want to lose weight. until i am thin i dont deserve much of anything except the shame i feel whenever i look int he mirror.
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