i realize that i just dont care anymore. all the shit ive gone through this weekend has drained me. everythign si flat and meaningless. if it wasnt id just be crying. i hate myself more then i ever knew possible. and i feel that everyone else feels the same way towards me. even though nobody knows and nobody ever will. i hurt so much physically mentally. it really doesnt matter anymore though.
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