I'm fucking pregnant. i've had sex 3 times in my entire life over the span of 18 months and i'm fucking pregnant. that motherfuker i had sex with while home didnt use the condom i gave him. i had never ever not used a condom. if i had known he didnt put it on i never would have had sex with him. i found it the next day in on my floor still in its wrapper. i hate him so much. i dotn see how this is fair. whats the point in trying to be responsible and not fucking every guy under the sun when youll just end up knocked up by some asshole anyway. God what if i have aids or something. i wish i was dead. now i have to spend 500$ for a fucking abortion. i will never get out of debt. i hate my life more than ever. i will never recover form this. i feel so low.
7:26 p.m. - 2004-01-13
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