Feeling good. I got my notary public number so now I'm official. I got my credit card yesterday and bought some much needed work clothes and hair/face stuff. Spent a shitload but I can cover it whent he bill comes. Start my new position on Monday. I found out how many peopel truly like and appreciate me at work. Attorneys were so sad that I was leaving processing because they dont trust other people do do their work. These were people who I though didnt even care about me at all. I mean at all. This one lady I work with told me that Charle was goign to be so upset and that she wanted the joy of telling him. I was like wtf why would he care? Wow and one attorney si still in love with me. he got sad and said he wouldnt see me anymore. I said he would if he wlaked over to the other side of the building and he told me to leave him a note telling him where I;mn sitting. I was like ummm, ok (no). I feel so loved and i actually got teary eyed at the end of the day. Mind you I will still see all of these peopel everyday. But i dont want anyone else to be their favorite. I want to be number one. But it has been lovely while it lasted, too bad I didnt realize how much I was appreciated until just now.
Still fat but I have gotten better with my eating. Amzaingly I am still a size 6. A very fat size 6, but a six nonetheless. I want to weight 125 still. Maybe I shoudl make my goal a little more realistic. I will say 135 my former set point. Works for me. Havent purged in 2 days. Good.
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