Ok so my manager (connie) wanted me to train for a position in openings. She told me this about 2 weeks ago. On monday my supervisor (jamie, who is in charge of everyone) calls me into her office and offers me an even better position. I took it of course. She told me other people had asked for it but they wanted to offer it to me first. Poeple that have been here longer most likey. The two other girls in my dept found out and decided to talk shit about me and make fun of me while I was sitting right there like I oculd over hear them. One is pissed because we were told to switch desks so that I would be in the front. She feels its a demotion of sorts. She is even more pissed because since I;'m leaving, why did we have to change at all? The other girl si pisse dbecause she asked for a transfer and was told that they dont do interoffice tranfers within 6 months of employment. Ive worked there the same amount fo time they have which is 3 months. She said she wants to sue the company. Did I mention that this compnay is a law firm? Yeah, idiot. They are such bitches. They were saying that I was "grimy" and "shady" I dont know if i was supposed to say anything but I did jsut so they would shut the fuck up. Why cant they be happy for me? Its not my fault that they come in late and miss alot of work and fuck up documents that we send to court. Poeple like me and trust my work. What if my boss takes my new job away becasue of these bitches. Fuck. I was going to make more money and have my own phone and desk and computer. Fuck those bitches.
I other news Ive been purging again after a long time (weeks?) my stomach has been sore to the touch so I purged again yesterday after drinking alone (2 days in a row now) and feeling crummy.
Hot guy came to see our apt. Of course i looked busted as all hell.
I am still fatter than anything. I cant stop eating. Whats wrong with me? I must try harder. More pills and purging if need be I need to work out thats whats missing. Im just so tired all of the time and now I have to be here all night to show this fuckign apartment to these losers. Wonderful.
7:34 a.m. - 2003-11-20
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