fighting the urge to purge so much right now. binged on fried rice...feeling so low because i am always broke and my friends always give me money or buy me things and i am pathetic. i want it to go away to stop the guilt and the pain and to be empty and free and thin and loved....yeah i guess that solves my quandry...*sigh* i was doing so well too but whats the use? once a loser always a loser, i might as well be a loser without a quart of fried rice stuck in my fat stomach.
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