I think I need to start going to therapy. I have so many issues and as much as I try to deal with them on my own they are overwhelming me. I cannot live a normal life with these thoughts of suicide, self hatred, and defeat are constantly swirling through my head. I have extreme feelings of jealousy and deep depression all the time. No idea why or how.
I miss having friends. Everyone leaves me eventually. I wish I was happier being alone. I wish I was gone.
12:30 p.m. - 2014-04-29
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