I am so tired today because the last 2-3 days I have been waking up at 2 AM and staying awake for at least an hour. I cannot sleep. I was also super late to work today (like 20 minutes). I barely missed 2 trains and 1 elevator, which just made me angrier. Then my boss showed up as I was getting into the elevator and asked what was wrong. I said I was tired. He then said "you don't seem like yourself" I said "like I said, I am tired". Like shut the fuck up asshole. I already told you I am tired and this job sucks because I do everything by myself. I fucking hate this shit. Then he tried to one-up me with his own tiredness. I don't even think I replied. I just stared at him.
Speaking of one-up-man-ship, my goddamn coworker will not stop bragging about dumb shit. I told one story--ONE MOTHERFUCKING STORY--about my friend who was busted for smuggling coke across the border in high school and he insists on telling this long drawn out, boring as shit story about his friend who went to jail for smuggling drugs and they got him a lawyer and blah blah blah zzzzzzzzz. SHUT THE FUCK UP ASSHOLE!!!!
I hate everyone here.
I hate the braggy coworker
I hate the boss
I hate the girl who insists on saying good morning super loud every day and taking nasty shits and asking me questions every time I fucking move even when I am trying to go the bathroom or get water or fucking breathe by myself
I hate the girl who thinks she is smarter than everyone else and rolls her eyes in annoyance at me
I hate the damned Republicans in the office, especially that idiot girl who the boss is in love with
I HATE THIS PLACE!!!
In better news I have been working out a normal amount (i.e., not fucking nutso). 25-30 minutes of cardio in the AM, 20-25 minutes of waling and 10-20 minutes of Pilates or stretching in the evening. I take my vitamins and eat a net of 1350 calories a day, which means if I work out, I eat more of course. No booze, no smokes, no drugs. Just feeling fine. Minus the irrepressible rage of course. __________________ G.O.D. I am so angry I want to punch people. These idiot employees suck at their jobs and now instead of asking how to do things properly, they are telling each other the wrong thing to do. I had to tell them to stop and ask me because I don't want to have to fix things after the fact. They are fucking morons. I spend all day fixing shit they don't understand and telling them over and over again how to do things right. But instead they think they are so fucking smart and they screw shit up repeatedly. Just fucking listen to me and don't be stupid! Oh my God I want to slap the shit out of each of them.
8:58 a.m. - 2014-03-25
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