I am still alive I guess.
Last Friday I bought a bottle of vodka for the weekend. I measured out how much I would drink, since I know I can go overboard. Next thing I know I woke up Saturday and 4/5 of the bottle was gone. I don't remember anything. I then drank the rest in vain to stave off a hangover. Didn't work. I wished for death all night long.
Next day, I still felt weird and confused.
I didn't even make it in on Monday.
I worked the past few days and I am so tired. I am very depressed today. I have been working my ass off and it's not good enough of course. Not fast enough, we aren't getting enough followers and the blogs aren't going out fast enough. I have so much work to do I want to cry every day. I am drowning in debt and I think I have bedbugs again.
I wish I was dead.
8:28 p.m. - 2014-01-30
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