I am so stressed out right now. My boss keeps giving me increasing levels and amounts of responsibility and I am unsure how to approach each project so that we can succeed. We are a start-up company and we haven't even had a marketing plan until I was put in charge of it. We barely used our social media either. S much hasn't been done and I gave to make sure it happens. Plus I am a supervisor of 3.5 people. Plus I will have an intern and I have half an assistant. And I handle HR. So much to do!!! But I can handle it and I will succeed and be awesome. WE will succeed and be awesome. I will dedicate my days and nights to it.
In other news my boss loves to tell me that the stuff that girl writes and turns in to him is "shit." His words, not mine. The bloom is off the rose it seems. Her general stupidity, ignorance and arrogance has gotten to him and he seems to appreciate me much more. But I don't take this for granted and I have to produce or GTFO.
I have been working out a lot recently and trying not to drink. I drank twice in 10 days. Sucky but not as bad as eiht times in 10 days, as it would have been recently. I feel and am huge. I need to lose 30+ pounds. Drinking does a number on me. I get fat and stupid.
I discovered a guy on OKC who is a 93% match with me and only 1% enemy. And he is 6'6." Crazy! I haven't messaged him because I am fat, gross and busy right now. Perhaps in a month or perhaps never. I may be destined to die alone.
8:15 p.m. - 2014-01-14
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