I saw Mandela this evening with my mom and it was great. Very inspiring and made me realize that as much as I complain about the bigotry and hatred in this world, I have done nothing to make it better.
In other news I got totally wasted on Thursday with my mom watching and slept through most of Christmas. I am a fucking terrible daughter. I have spent all the rest of the time with her and have blown off my friends to hang with her.
My best friend has worn out her welcome. I called her the other day (drunk again dammit) and asked what she wanted for Christmas. I made a big deal out of all of us hanging out int he desert and having a bonfire and reminiscing as my gift to her. An experience versus a gift. She could not have sounded more disgusted by the idea. She could barely pretend to appreciate it. So I decided fuck it, I'll buy her an expensive gift and wash my hands of the whole mess. She has always been judgmental of me because I am not Catholic. I pointed out that I thought the Passion of the Christ was overly violent and kind of sucked and she rolled her eyes and said the movie wasn't for me. It was for Christians and Catholics especially and I wouldn't get it. Yep, I'm the bad agnostic girl who is going to hell. Fuck her materialistic judgmental ass.
I remember when I moved in with her and she moved her crackhead boyfriend in (a white crackhead FYI, see stereotypes are fucking lame). He was violent against her the first night and she ran to me and made me throw him out. Two days later he is back (he never did anything violent again so maybe she made it up). He stole from me ($300) and never paid rent or utilities and blared his music. Eventually she broke the lease without telling me and I had to find a place to live in like two weeks. Fucking cunt.
2014 will finally be the year of me. My love life, my family, my people.
1:00 a.m. - 2013-12-28
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