I am working sooooo hard right now it is crazy. I am building one website (using templates but still some coding is involved), running point on another one, plus an employee handbook, plsu I have my full-time job which is like 9-10 hours a day. Plus I have these random online tests that I do for extra cash ($81 in less than 3 weeks, wooo!) I am determined to get myself out of this crazy student loan debt, ugh.
The girl I hate at work is losing her edge. Now all of us are getting to have input into things and help shape the company. She has been pouting big time. She is the kind of person who flirts with her boss and acts like she is so interested in everything he says. She barely controls her laughter sometimes. She is a fucking jerk. She is no longer the special snowflake that gets all the attention and makes important decisions. We all matter to the company's success and she cannot stand it. She was actively texting while we were giving presentations about the things we are working on. She hated that she is not the only one who knows the company secrets. Our boss is very careful about making me (and by extension, my team) feel included. It's nice. He also said that I was humble and I have many great skills. I was like WTF is he talking about? I feel I am not even talented anymore. How times have changed. I think this job killed my self esteem. I am driven by dislike of this girl and the need for money. I can't actually imagine I am important to anyone.
I am fucking tired and have to get up early tomorrow. Whatever.
6:59 p.m. - 2013-12-13
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