My boss is obsessed with hiring someone just like me, which, I think, has turned into replacing me, at least in my mind. It greatly annoys me. He's fixated on these women he thinks are going to be as good or even better than me. He offers them more options and money than I got when I started and he envisions how awesome they will be. Words I never heard. One already said no to the job. The next one he basically blindsided me with telling how much of an asset she will be in another department. I just let her go. Obviously my needs are not important so let her work over there. Now the one today he has already started referring to as an employee, memtioning her great leadership skills and how she can manage the department (my job!) and has even called me by her name. Gross. I dont even know why i have to pretend to interview her. Nothing I say or want matters. I am so tired and over it.
I have so many skills I should be working somewhere else where I feel appreciated from day one and don't feel the need to look over my shoulder all the time. I need to work on my other skills more. I have been lax. I'll neve be able to have a family at this rate.
7:56 a.m. - 2013-09-19
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