Got a letter from PP saying I have some low grade lesions or some shit from an abnormal pap. I guess I have pre-cancerous cells? Fuck. Also HPV. Great. I call my "best friend" last night and she doesn't pick up. I leave a message that I have a health concern. No call until this afternoon. I call her back and she acts concerned but kind of cold. I am having a breakdown and she plays along for a while but she finally rushes me off the phone because he ex-boyfriend is coming. Classy. She spends all her time whining about him and her love life. I have a serious medical concern (I have no insurance and have had these issues for 3+ years) and getting some dick is more important. I told her she doesn't have to come to graduation since she was waffling about it anyway. I just deserve better than that. I might have to have shit lazered off my cervix and she cares only about cock. Fucking shady bitch. I am ill. I have had abnormal paps for over three years. I have had a colposcopy before and it sucked. The doctor wouldn't even give me the results. So now I am here again. I deserve to have someone give a fuck. I don't need to be pushed aside and given half-hearted platitudes. I don't deserve to once again to pushed aside for a dude who sucks and makes you cry. I won't be that loser bitch anymore.
Over it.
8:59 p.m. - 2013-04-13
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