I had a small victory yesterday. I was craving delivery junk food even though I had more than my allotment of calories for the day. I decided I would order and b/p, it had been a long time and I wanted to shovel crap in my mouth. But once I ordered, in fact as I ordered, removing a soda from my online cart (soda's always been purging since the carbonation makes it so easy) I knew that I had won. I got up and exercised as I waited for my food. Not more than 22 minutes, not a crazed attempt to burn all the calories I might consume. Just a healthy way to feel good about myself. And when my food came, I ate some, but not all of it. And I barely felt guilty because I had worked out. It was nice. I am proud of myself.
Today I did so much! Woke up and watched SNL online, cleaned furiously after I found the biggest roach ever staring at me, did laundry, bought groceries, went to Duane Reade, ordered my cap and gown, worked my part-time job, I worked out, and enjoyed the nice weather a bit.
I am gearing up for my graduation ceremony. I am so excited! All this hard work has finally paid off :-)
8:24 p.m. - 2013-04-07
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