Went on on Friday for the first time in ages and it was fun! Went with a friend I made during study abroad in Mexico last year. She really opened up to me and told me how much she admires me and I inspire her. I was so touched and shocked. I did not realize that people see me as someone who is special in any way. It was moving.
She wants to go to Africa (we both have been there separately) and help the suffering kids. Isai I would and part of me wants to actually. Like leave the u.s. and go. I can't go now but soon. Maybe a year or two. I want to do something with my life. And help others. I am scared but excited at the prospect. I have nothing right now.
I am having even more hair loss issues. I think I have burning scalp syndrome. Lovely. I am just going to get a hair piece and forget it.
I still work out 5-6 days a week. I need to work on my diet. Too much sodium and carbs. But my protein and fiber levels are better.
Back to work again tomorrow. Sigh. I need a change of pace. And I am lonely and would like a boyfriend. Silly but I feel like a teenager again.
10:27 p.m. - 2013-03-17
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