Work went well today. I am in such an odd position. I am annoyed by the job and my coworkers but the guy in charge likes me and respects my work ethic and intellignece. Not something I have had for a very long time. He is kind of a jerk--not really to me but to others and I am always there to witness. He made this one guy, who is about 45 maybe...redo something in front of him about five times, to make sure he got it properly. As we all watched and he got frustrated. The man tried to explain/defend himself but he tends to ramble and not directly answer the questions, which doesn't work.
The same project was given to me, but with twice as many items to go through but he (the boss) gave free reign and gave me a look that said he knew I could do it and do it well. I stayed late and he casually mentioned that they were leaving me alone to work on the stuff (whatever I just want to earn extra money). But the message was, I work hard, they don't and can't understand anything. I am being groomed, I feel it. But where do I want to go in/with my life? I am 32 years old with a Master's degree from NYU and it is time for a career, not a job. Perhaps this can be the place. My work ethic and smarts may finally be appreciated. I have no idea anymore.
I think i am ready to move forward in my life completely, no more EDs or drugs or destructive behavior. I am saving for my future and trying to be healthy and enjoy the time I have on this Earth. Sounds so hippy-dippy but for now that is where I am in my life.
6:56 p.m. - 2013-02-27
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