Friday I bought a liter of bourbon and drank half of it. AND I bought a pack of cigarettes after like a year. I was so disgusted with myself I flushed the rest (19 cigs and half a liter of bourbon) down the toilet. I need to get a hold of myself. At least I am not drinking every day anymore and I only barely slipped re: the cigs. No drugs still and no purging. I started working out again today and freelancing again. I have been buying things for my apartment and trying to talk to guys online. Doing cultural things and living life. Baby steps.
10:39 a.m. - 2012-10-22
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