How would it feel to know inside that you aren't someone's first choice and that they would feel they are settling to be with you? These are the thoughts that go through my mind.
In other news, my best friend said her bf told her he loved her a while ago (twice) and then reverted back to saying like. He then dropped the bomb on her that while she is in love with him, he "wants" to love her but doesn't. She sent me said texts but whenever I tried to call her back I got no response it a random text that she would call me later. So I don't know. Love is a funny thing. Sometimes I think more about "winning" someone's heart rather than "love". I am not sure it exists outside of a game unless it is family or friends.
10:20 a.m. - 2012-09-24
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