I am so fucking tired it is ridiculous. I have been since I got back from El Paso. I know I am sick, I got a call from my doctor about test results. 4 calls to be exact but I was out of the country. I have called back twice and no response. I have had now 3 abnormal pap smears in a year. Obviously that is not good. Perhaps cancer. Probably actually since it's gone on so long and they tested me for STDs (negative) infections, yeast infections, etc. They gave me antibiotics and whatever else. This plus the fibroids means my whole reproductive system is ruined and is possibly killing me. Fabulous.
And really I'm not sure how much of an issue that is. I have tried very hard to live a full life but I keep failing. My own cat hates me know. I don't really want to bother anymore.
I just wish they'd call me back and tell me what it is either way.
8:54 a.m. - 2012-01-23
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