Woohoo, I was supposed to work 2 hours today and had to work 8. I was supposed to make $312 (for those 8 hours) and I made $500, plus lunch and a cab ride home!!!! I love it. I am pushing them to hire me for more projects because I am awesome haha.
I am drinking a bit (we all knew I would) but because I had been cutting down I get tipsy pretty quickly now so less alcohol all around. I am also taking my milk thistle religiously. It's good for the ol' liver.
My roommate is an ass. She brags every time she takes out the trash or cleans her dishes. Or when she works a full day. Like seriously ho, try living in the real world with the rest of us! It's not as if she is depressed and getting out of bed is a struggle. I know people like that and for THEM it would be a triumph. She is just a braggy, lazy bitch. She is so nasty. She belches and stinks and the apartment reeks of her skunk weed and cat shit and her dishes and she is foul. She doesn't pay the bills! They are in her name and she skips them from time to time and doesn't tell me. Like the electricity bill!!!! Or the gas and water. Bitch is nuts! She lied and said her current job would allow her to make the rent in 2 days. Our rent is $950 each (yikes NYC) and that would mean she made $60 an hour!! HAHAHAHAAH yeah fucking right. She's a fucking transcriber, meaning she types what people say for the closed captioning. She probably makes $15-$18 an hour. I make $25 for some jobs, $10 for others. It depends. If she made what she says ($60 an hour) she'd make over $120,000 a year! HAHAHAHA this cunt is such a dirty, lying bitch,
Today I saw she swept the floor and was about to clean the bathroom. I cleaned it instead and cleaned the dishes just to take away her "bragging rights" She's a terrible cleaner anyway; I always have to re-clean after her.
I know $950 a piece sounds like a lot (and it is!) but if I lived alone I'd be paying $1200-$1500 easily and the neighborhood might not be as safe. It is inconvenient but safe.
So I was thinking about what I have done this year and it's a lot. I moved all the way from San Antonio to NYC by myself (no help from friends or fam), I quit smoking (I smoked for 15 years--half my life!), I quit drugs for the most part--I was a major cokehead for a while, which started my debt problems, I quit my bad friends, I quit lusting after bad men, I quit purging now because of my damn tooth. I am scared to do anything that might make it fall out again :-(, I've found my voice and some self-confidence, I will become fit again too. I improved my credit greatly. I will be out of debt by the time I graduate (besides school loans fo course.) I did take out extra loans but I use them for living expenses and paying off other debt. So not for nothing. I have grown closer to my mom and dad and even my brother, who is special needs. I have started to appreciate the good friends I have. I think i may be ready for love, because I kind of love myself now.
I have also learned that bragging about things on FB is a terrible idea haha.
Hahaha my roommate is pissed her cat likes me better than her (probably because she never feeds them or cleans their boxes, nasty bitch.) The boxes are outside of my room so she doesn't care if they stink. And she lets them starve because she is selfish. She also doesn't give them water!
Right now she is on the phone screaming and laughing loudly trying to make me feel sad because I have like one friend. Plus I am working on my finals, so thanks bitch. But I am smiling and have two kitties who love me and I did my laundry and made $500 today and reached out to a classmate to try and make a friend. One friend! Even though she will just be a school friend haha,
7:45 p.m. - 2011-12-17
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