I have been working and/or doing homework most of the week. However, it seems that I am unmotivated during the day (except if I am making money) and start working around 8 PM at night until 12 AM or 1 AM. So I am still doing 4-5 hours of homework a day, just not at the most ideal time. I only have two finals because I had by 3rd and 4th ones early so it isn't terrible. But they are both due Tuesday and I want them done by Sunday night so I can review them. The paper is the biggest hassle, though the professor said not to worry. He is the fuckhead who hates me though and conveniently "lost" my other paper so now I won't have time to rewrite it which infuriates me. So fucking pissed. I gave him a scathing eval also. He was so mean that he has made me reconsider even going on to my PhD especially if academia is filled with assholes like him (it likely is).
I have decided to focus my time on detoxing and fixing my body, face and mind. I am out of shape again and had/have been drinking far too much. I am bloated and unhealthy. I have quit smoking (I had a while ago but slipped a few times). I haven't been smoking weed. I have been drinking but less than I normally would I guess. I don't want to drink anymore at all for a while, if I can.
I bought some stuff to deal with the scars and wrinkles on my face. I guess I should be pleased that no one thinks I am my age. NO ONE. So that's cool even though I look like ass.
I am taking my vitamins again and these detox pills by Bob Harper that are apparently just a laxative haha, gross.
I am also working to get my finances in order and clean up my life and organize things. This has been a damn hard semester. But I have almost made it through.
Today is my mom's surgery. Please pray for her!
6:20 a.m. - 2011-12-16
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