Wow what a difference a day makes. I feel like today changed my life.
I had a fun time during my internship because only 2 people came besides me. We laughed about my tooth and I felt like I was a voice of authority in a way.
I spoke to with this woman from CBS as part of our internship and she gave me great life advice and told me to follow my dream, which is truly to write. That's it. I love to write. Every job Ive loved has been related to writing. It is my passion (though you can hardly tell from my DL ramblings. Perhaps I should start a real public diary)
I went to my orientation for Puebla and I am already starting to make little buddies in the group. Small acts of friendship and kindness. I want that.
My good friend B (I don't even call anyone my Best Friend anymore. Too many bad experiences) and I went to dinner (no alcohol involved. So rare for us!) And he was sad and finally opened up and cried about his bad childhood and how he is depressed. I listened and talked and was there for him. He told me how much my friendship meant and asked if he could call me tomorrow. Sounds so simple but he is hurting and I can be there for him and that makes me feel worthwhile. We are all in this shitty life together so we need to help each other when we can.
I see that I can be someone.
I see I don't need to drink to be funny or charming or clever.
People really care about me as a person.
I am smart and have a good heart.
Losing a damn tooth means nothing. I have made some school friends too! I feel like I'm not expressing myself clearly or completely but I am happy right now.
Finally.
11:39 p.m. - 2011-11-18
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