Duh during all of my tooth traumas I forgot I have a dentist as a DL buddy who can give me tips and advice. Right now my concerns are purely aesthetic and vanity related. I want my teeth to look nice like they did before. Even and non-chipped. I want this damn wire off my teeth too. Today is the root canal so everyone pray for me! I do have a decent tolerance for pain (I never did hurt after the tooth was knocked out or after my wisdom teeth were pulled out ages ago) so I am hoping for the best!
I am so excited for my Puebla, Mexico trip! I go in January and it's a full credit class. I have to read two books and write 8 1-page response papers, and a final 15-page paper by the end of February. So for most of the semester I will only have one class so that's cool.
It's a food studies program, which kind of sucks because I'm a vegetarian but Mexican food has always been one that I can find something to eat fairly easily. And even if I don't eat the food, I still can learn about it and about the history. This should be fun (I hope. I hate to get too excited about anything these days.)
In other news, I do feel lonely some days. I don't have a lot of friends (3 really) and when i try to make new ones I end up insulted by hipsters or toothless and in the ER, ha! I am tired of being single maybe. Really only because I want to have kids. I don't see someone falling in love with me ever. Just the facts. I don't even miss sex anymore actually. I think I want my parents to be happy and see me as a lovable child who is normal. Instead I am crazy and slowly getting uglier every day. What to do?
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Ugh I really need to do something awesome with my life to put my roommate in her place. Today I am making hardboiled eggs and she rudely waltzes in and says "I need that saucepan after you are done because I need to make food for lunch. For my job" hint hint I am unemployed of course (although not entirely). Like was I planning to steal the pan when I finished? COuld I magically cook the food faster through force of will? Of course not, she just wants to rub it in my face that she has a job. Look bitch, I have two freelance gigs, two internships and am taking 14 credits right now. I pay my own bills without the help of mommy and daddy and I don't rip of the 9/11 Insurance fund my pretending I have asthma from 9/11 when really it's because I smoke a pack a day and tons of weed, fucking bitch.
8:36 a.m. - 2011-11-17
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