I almost cried today because I got a "B" on a paper. A fucking B. All because I read the instructions wrong (as did 80% of the class apparently). So now I have to get an "A" on the final paper to have a chance at an A in the class. I hate that I messed up something so simple. I'm a fucking idiot sometimes I swear. Most times. Whatever.
So after getting my B I went to the gym and hit the weight room finally. I worked my abductors, adductors, abs, biceps, triceps and quads. I then did the bike for 37 minutes and burned 228 calories. Low but I was distracted and sad and I was reading at the same time. I have at least lost a pound. I am still gross of course. I b/ped last night super hardcore. But for the most part I have no urge to binge or purge really. Being busy helps. Plus all the Red Bull, which I really don't want to have to drink every day. But I am busy and tired a lot.
Next semester I need to get a good paying job so I am not so stressed about money.
11:48 p.m. - 2011-11-03
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