Oy am I pissed but I think i can actually handle it.
1) Idiots friends B and J want me to trek around town to bring them their shit back. The shit I had to take because they got arrested. Shit like a wallet i took to the court house in case someone needed bail. The keys to their apartmentr I had because I had to stay there and feed their cats. Just ridiculous. here's an idea assholes, come get your shit from my house! All I've done for them and they still won't even bother getting on the fucking train and getting their own shit. Who does that? So I'll going to tell them that they either meet on my terms or they come and get their shit themselves. I am not their goddamn chauffeur
2) My roommate is the biggest slob ever. Just nastiness everywhere, her cat pees on the couch all the time. He sits on the table, doesn't cover his shit in the litterbox, shits in the sink. And she just baby talks to him and says how cute he is. Bitch please. There are always piles of dishes in the sink and it is so gross. 9 more months and I can move (I technically signed my lease starting in August but I didn't pay any rent (well like one day's rent) So fuck her I am definitely leaving and never turning back
3) My stupid group refused to meet until TODAY for a project due TOMORROW. They wouldn't even read the chapters. I am going to make sure my part is awesome and fuck them and their lazy asses for potentially fucking with my grade. I'll go right to the professor I swear.
I freaking b/ped last night and I feel guilty. I've been doing pretty well though. The stress got to me. I plan to workout 5 days this week as well, without drinking so I will see some good results. My arms are getting a workout without me even trying. They are sore and my biceps are rocking! I do plan to start hitting the weight room again this week. It was closed last week. One of my new freelance gigs will be writing a fitness blog for this lady. Awesome! I like when my various gigs/internships/etc come together. For example:
1) I want to be fit, and will now be writing a fitness blog and I will have a fitness guru at my fingertips
2) A chapter I am reading for my Core class is on the recommended reading list for my other class that has a presentation. So I have killed two birds with one stone
3) One of my internships is a grant writing one and the other one has me overseeing the interns on the grant writing committee. I am going to a free grant writing class and it counts for both internships. PLUS I can write about the class for my internship class portfolio. I would have taken notes on the class anyway, so it kills 3 birds, woohoo!
I plan to take myself shopping this week. I am going to go to H&M and Sephora (my skin is awful right now due to the stress) plus I need new pants, shirts, gloves. I need to go to Payless and buy new boots; my current ones are super glued together. I am so broke. I am glad that for Christmas I will be getting money!
I have finally realized how much more mature I am than my friends. Like I have lived on my own without my parent's money. I don;t get arrested or act like a wannabe Romeo and Juliet. When people help me out I appreciate it and don't whine for more shit. I am no longer worried about my parents' approval. I love to drink but don't let drinking interfere with my school or work. Same with weed (though it makes me sleepy so I don't smoke during the day). Now it is time for me to completely focus on myself (I've been doing pretty good so far). I will continue to workout a lot, I will continue not getting wasted every night, I will save money and pay off my credit card bills, etc. I am an adult and I don't mind. I wasn't scared of 30 and I'm not scared of being a responsible adult.
It's funny but you DL people are probably the only friends I have that understand me and you are all mature in your own ways. I can relate better to people hidden behind a computer screen than I can people in real life. i think the honesty of our diaries and our admittance that we aren't perfect helps.
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