I've been to the gym three straight days this week, yay! I should make it to at least five straight because I need to be in the city every damn day this week so i might as well work out while I am there. Use those NYU facilities! My weight is bad; my flabbiness is worse. My health is a but better though. I am taking my vitamins again and using myfitnesspal to track my food. I only have purged 3 (4?) times since I moved here. The stress has led to over eating but having a roommate means no purging really, which is good but is also why I can't fit into my clothes. I am working on keeping busier and not being so hard on myself.
I didn't get into the Turkey program, so I applied to another one. Doubt I'll get that one either. I need to apply for more financial aid too. Working to find more freelance jobs. Even though I am swamped, I need money!!! I want my only debt to be loans once I graduate. So I want to pay off all my CCs.
I felt twinges of longing today as I saw people of the opposite sex. My sexual attraction hormones are finally working again haha. I'm 31, I need to settle down soon. I might actually want to as well.
I think my classes are going well. I should get at least one A, maybe two if I'm lucky, and the last class will be a B- I hope! I fucking hate theory and everyone in that class is an ass. Fuck them.
OK more tomorrow, time for bed. Oh did you know that Neil Postman founded my grad program at NYU? (it was media ecology at the time...) I feel so unworthy and undereducated at times...
12:45 a.m. - 2011-10-27
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