I have insane insomnia. Like I slept 5.5 hours 2 nights ago and 5.5 hours last night and I am so fucking tired!!
I have a conference I have to work at today. I just want to sleep!!!! But I guess 5.5 hours isn't as bad as 3 hours or something. And I can sleep after 4 PM today which is 10.5 hours away.
So I might have yet another freelance thing through this internship. Only $10 an hour but it's extra cash. And if I do it, I will plan it so I do a lot of the work in bulk and just dole it out once a week. I have to work on my other freelance job tomorrow and then I will have some time off from working for a while.
I applied to go to Turkey so I hope I get accepted! I am also applying for a stipend so I hope I get that too.
I worked out 3 times this week and tonight will make 4 times. Very good! I lost 2.5 pounds of bloat weight since my period is nearing the tail end. I am flabby but I am working on it and trying to get back in shape. I only ate once yesterday due to being so busy. I was running on red bull and sudafed (i'm sick too!)
It's my 31st bday in less than a week! So much has changed since last year. I hadn't even decided I was moving back here yet. I was still friends with those psychos. I hadn't even finished one semester of grad school yet. Wow my life has gotten so much better and more interesting. I am feeling pretty good right now.
Thanks to all my dirayland buddies! You totally have helped me get through the past several years and my life is much better because of it.
5:28 a.m. - 2011-10-01
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