It's like I finally got it. The reason I have no friends at work. The one friend I did have was the coworker who I hooked up with. The one with the girlfriend. Of course we cannot be friends anymore. Something might happen, which is not good. And somehow he is the center of the office universe. Since he won't talk to me, no one will. Awesome. Plus they are all in relationships (with other people) no room for a crazy, single chick in that mix. They can talk about their significant others and plan coupley events. Lovely. Plus what chick wants her dude being friends with some single chick? I wouldn't because i know how people can be (like me.)
It sucks being the odd girl out. But I have no urge to settle down. I mean I do but I don't because I won't sacrifice anything. And settling down here in TX means sacrificing EVERYTHING. I won't do it. I have learned about myself. Not to be that "other woman" I had never been one before, but I moved down here and it happened twice. My self-worth and self-respect plummeted when I moved down here. Your self-worth is measured by your men and kids and things like that. Things that mean less to me than education and career and intelligence. No big truck or poofy hair for me.
I need to get back to myself. The girl who had goals and didn't care what people thought of me. I hate these people sometimes.
11:31 a.m. - 2011-06-30
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