TGIF finally! This week has been hell. I made myself work out this morning, though it was only for 20 minutes. I may do the rest later when I get home. I looked at myself hard in the mirror and made myself see the progress I have made. Though my stomach isn't flatter it is narrower if that makes any sense. My waist is getting smaller I guess. My thighs are bigger AND smaller. They are buffer--more muscle--but tighter and more toned. They look much better. I so need this three day weekend. i refuse to go into work. I won't do it. I need this time for myself. I hope there are many law and order marathons on. It's funny how people think they know me--people online, in real life, at work, in classes, my family, friend--but no one really does. People like to claim they have deep insight into my life, when they don't. People joke around with me, when they shouldn't, people analyze me, when they should just stop. The thing is, I don't even know myself. When I do, I'll let everyone know! Finding myself has been fun so far.
7:37 a.m. - 2011-05-27
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