My workouts keep getting better though I don't look much different. I am able to do the plank moves for much longer and my shoulders are getting stronger. My legs and ass look better too. I almost look forward to working out each morning.
My mind is almost solely in new york. I think about school and look forward to being there again so much. I was happier there. I was more independent, which I loved. It was when I was broke and my mom had to help support me that I became very depressed. Now I am older and have job skills and can do this on my own.
Today I should work on scholarships and look at NY craigslist to see what kinds of jobs are out there. And contact the library again to volunteer. I need to remind them to set up my first meeting with them. I am also cashing in my change jar so I can buy some food. Lame I know but if I keep saving hundreds of dollars a month I need to be careful with the little bit of money I have left.
Still sleeping OK at night. Taking my vitamins every day and trying hard not to smoke. Not drinking so much is helping. Regulating my eating as much as possible. I am slowly lowering my caloric intake to the recommended dieting amount. I would do better if I bought food from home. That will be my goal for next month after I get paid again and can go back to the store.
I feel less alone than ever before. How can that be? I feel I am filling the empty space with myself and my hopes and dreams.
8:45 a.m. - 2011-05-24
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