I am making new friends and that does not please me.
I want to be alone, thin and happy.
Nice that no one thinks I look 30 though.
I find that laughable.
Food was OK today. I worked out this morning and will tomorrow too.
Time for homework.
Homework mostly done. Now thrilled that I found an app that allows me to track my food and exercise and gives me a net total! So exercise is subtracted from calories ingested. Ugh I love it! It also says how many weeks until I reach a certain goal. I am right now aiming to lose 1.5 pounds a week. Even though the weight loss right now will be faster, as I get close to 140 it slows down so that is nice and healthy.
I only ate 1200 cals today shockingly. Even with the cupcake breakfast. I just don't want to get crazy and start purging again. I need a number that makes me feel OK that isn't too low. I think 1500 is good for maintaining and 2000 is fine for weekends. 1200 for now just because I want to lose the bloating quickly. I know now that I cannot live on 1200 cals a day for a long time. I need to make a food plan for life, not a diet plan for now.
I plan to work out again tomorrow. Three days in a row of a good habit makes it OK and more likely to stick. So If I can make myself work out each day this week and not drink I will be on my way to fixing myself.
10:13 p.m. - 2011-04-25
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