139 and feelin fine. I like the look of having toned muscles with less fat. I do not want to be skin and bones even though I have an ED. I want to be strong and beautiful.
Didn't have time for lunch so I am making myself some dinner. I'm thinking pasta and fake chicken.
Still not counting calories. I feel so much freer. put the scale away again after I weighed myself tonight. Looking at myself in the mirror is the only honest thing at this point. I haven't purged in a while (except last weekend but that was from drunken sickness.) When i don't know how many calories I've had I don't panic. Not knowing my weight helped too so no more weighing. It's so fucking addictive.
I got my new passport today! It looks awesome. My pic is way better than the hungover one I had before lol.
I have to work tomorrow so I am sad :-(
Out of nowhere my coworker decided he wanted to be my friend again. What-the fuck-ever dude.
I downloaded the new Britney album and I love it. Can't wait to buy it!
I still hate my job but it's a living (for now)
I want to play Dungeons and Dragons. God I fucking loved that game when I was in high school. But I only played the computer version. i was obsessed like staying up all night to play and getting up early to play. I wonder where that thing is. Perhaps it's time to search Amazon...
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