Eww seriously, I am ready to make some new/less annoying friends. I am sick of the ones I have because they are selfish and rude. I am tired of hearing them whine about their pitiful livesand/or brag about how awesome they are. When i either talk about my depression or talk about fun things I've done I get eye-rolling annoyance and the conversation is immediately switched back to them. I DO NOT CARE ANYMORE! Also I feel myself getting dumber around them. I can't use my big-girl words because I sound snobby. I am not snobby (well OK I probably am) but I love words so much that I want to take them out and use them whenever I can.
I used to dream of being a writer, which I guess I am since my job title is "proposal writer" haha. I have been a grant writer, a copywriter and a freelance journalist. My degree is in journalism, my masters will be in Communications. So, yeah, I guess I do like to write a lot.
I like writing because it gives me an outlet and makes me less insane. It's fun to do whether drunk or sober (name more than 5 things that you can say that about) and it allows me to connect with the outside world.
In other news, the new soap in the bathroom smells lovely but dries out my hands. I am both sad and happy.
Ugh I don't want to drink again for a very long time. Really I just need to not drink at home and then when I leave my house. It causes me to totally overdo it. One or the other. And no more drunken Facebooking. As much fun as it is I must control myself around the computer. A dangerous weapon masquerading as a pleasant and safe distraction.
3:04 p.m. - 2011-03-07
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