Ugh I am covered in mustard but at least my legs look OK for now. they still hurt like bitch.
Once again i had enough last night so I had to tell my 44 year old friend, and my other 2 best friends about the fibroid situation so they would all back the fuck off and stop bothering me with their petty shit.
No I will not get on FB and fight your battles for you. grow the fuck up. Seriously, I had to yell at this bitch to shut up and stop engaging these people. I said I handle my shit in real life not on-line like a child. I said it towards them but its towards her too.
All they do is mope and whine when I don't give them the attention they want. Then when I ask for like 5 minutes of their time they don't call me, they ignore my texts, they say they are tired. Fuck that shit. I'm done. I need to focus on myself. I need to have the same mindset for my asshole coworker and Omar and everyone who isn't making my life better. I was going to sleep in but I'm awake and I might as well get something done before I go to work. My abdomen still hurts and I think this might be an ongoing problem. I'm going to get insurance soon so I can afford to get the sonogram I need and the eventual surgery to remove some of these things so it stops hurting and I can have kids.
I guess I can do some cleaning. The mess in my house is bumming me out again. I need to take control! I won't let these fuckers bring me down.
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For fucking serious? I tell my 44-year old friend the shit that is going on with my health and she says I'm in her paryers, then she asks me if her baby daddy has said any shit about her on FB. SERIOUSLY? You fucking jackass. And my other friend, who always turns every story in to one about himself, says that his sister has the same thing AND something worse. Dude it IS NOT A COMPETITION all the time on whose life is worse. I swear I fucking hate everyone.
Now I'm at work, trying to get shit done. I'm mail my new passport pics and cross that off my list. I need to work on this Kaplan shit. I've been putting it off like a dumbass. I can do a lot with that tomorrow when I'm in the hotel too. I haven't even heard from Omar but I'm going and if he doesn't show up I'm gonna get drunk by myself and have fun! I always have a good time :-)
I need to find a place to volunteer that isn't a weekly commitment. I can't do an hour a week so the other place is out unfortunately. So I'll keep looking. Plus I do want to rejoin Toastmasters too. I figure I need some healthy distractions instead of the unhealthy ones I have now.
8:16 a.m. - 2011-02-25
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