Drinking again, duh. But will have to get up early tomorrow sadly. The alcohol is counteracting the insane amount of coffee I had.
It will be a bottle and a third of wine. not much for me at all. I have a nice buzz going.
We ALL have our vices, don't we? B/p, alcohol, coke, pills, weed, whatever. I have done and enjoyed all of those things. Sometimes I think having a vice makes us more normal. Those overly rigid overly happy overly religious and "moral" people end up beating or killing their loved ones and always seem so fake. Like Sister Wives for example. The "Kodster"'s vice is wives. Not women. Wives. He is not normal, he is a dude who wants to be worshiped and uses his wives to boost his ego.
There is no "normal" there is average and there is healthy. I am neither but I am working on healthy and I don't ever want to be average. How boring.
I love that my mom is now calling me for advice. It's about school, she recently went back. Her professor is an asshead and she complained to the dept. head after he dared her too. So she did (so proud) and then she had second thoughts because she is going to withdraw. I told her she HAD to go through with it. Don't let this asshole get away with this shit. So she did and she said her piece. So proud of my mama. She has 25 years of practical, real-life experience working for the govt. Her classes teach theory but she wrote about real world stuff too. She got a fucking zero from the asshole prof. Should have been at least half credit and telling her that they only wanted to cover theory. She is smarter than the prof and out earns him. What a douche.
It reminds of the shit that happened to me after 9/11 when I was there in NYC going to school. I was evacuated and traumatized. One prof told us to do extra work (on 9/12!) and turn it in, homeless or not. the other suggested we go to morgues to interview the workers (and maybe see some bodies). Disgusting, both of them. I dropped one class (extra homework the fucking DAY AFTER fucking cunt) and kept the other (told the other students all graduate level but me, that I did not respect the morgue BS.) Was called into the morgue-dudes office and reamed out. Stood my ground and didn't give s hit. Oh I was reamed out for writing an expose article telling everyone what asshats they were. The cunt apologized to me and felt so bad. Fuck all those assholes.
I told my mom the importance of not letting them get away with this shit. She was so proud saying the other students (especially the older grad students) weren't raised to stand up for themselves. Yeah mom, I was raised to fend for myself. Thanks for that. Your maternal instinct is showing again.
Whatever.
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