OMG the guy I liked in college is HUGELY fat and totally ugly now. Like no joke ugly. I am actually sad. Haha I guess I dodged a bullet with that one. Ugh.
OMG I read my friends FB fight with this dude's other baby momma and it was embarrassing. Seriously, HE called her out on lying about being in Vegas with him. Is she that dumb? Yes. And the whole thing was just immature and I had total second-hand embarrassment.
I am trying to keep myself cool today. Not act crazy. I have to keep these shitty people out of my life. But dammit if they don't purposely try to make me feel like shit. Why play games then mock me when I respond in kind? Why act like a damn freak all the time. I think i need to start thinking of these situations like my friend and her baby daddy. He is playing both sides because it makes him feel good. So I need to step back and be done with this shit just like she should. I need to take my own advice.
I am having fun stalking people on FB. Almost everyone has gotten fat except me (well I'm a little fatter). I look better than them purely because they look so bad. They have peaked and I have not! mwah hahahaha!
I WILL NEVER PEAK!!!! Hahah God I sound insane. _________ Woohoo my credit score has gone up almost 50 points (46) in the past 6 months and I had recently applied for a credit card so once that goes away it will be better. And I paid off a card recently. I need to get my credit up for when I move to NYC so I can get an apt. if need be. See these are the things that make me feel better. Plus I started using Mint.com (instead of yodlee) so I can really track my finances. I need to call my investment people and change my investment strategy since I am under-performing compared to the market. Wow I almost sound smart lol.
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